I feel like I’m lagging. No — I am really lagging behind. I cant keep up with my expectations. I am falling behind and I am letting myself to fall. Watching Nodame Cantabile opened my eyes again —- how to appreciate music, and the life that comes within it. It lit my fire again to do best in this industry — but, I am thinking low of myself. My technique is not that good. It sucks. I play so dirty. AND I DONT HAVE ANY REAL PIANO SO I CAN PRACTICE WELL. I just got a fuckin’ keyboard with only 5 fucking octaves! How cool isn’t it? If only I have a true piano, I could practice all day long.

Phew! There are a lot of assignments that were given to me by Ms. Fule last Tuesday. And guess what? I got a new piece!! :) Its Impromptu no. 2 of Chopin!

Here are my assignments:

• F sharp major scale
• F sharp major arpeggio
• F sharp major chords
• F sharp major appregiated chords
• F sharp major broken arpeggios
• Czerny opus 636 Preliminary School of Velocity (last three numbers)
• Piano Sonata no. 44 HOB XVI:29 (second and third movements) by Joseph Haydn
• Impromptu no. 2 in F shar Major by Frederic Chopin

Haha! I didn’t even started practicing. Well, I really need to practice soon :)